SO much stress

So I have been stressed out the past few weeks.. 1st Michael loses our car keys and then we have to get new ones.. which put us behind on bills.. think we get in the clear and then our belt and radiator goes out in the car.  Plus Michael's cousin has moved in with us and he is starting to get on my nerves as well.. Can't wait until he gets a job so I don't have to see him so much like I have to at this point in time.. At least he is better then the last roommate..

Update

I haven't been on in awhile.. So I will update later on when I get the chance to

Soo confused

I am so confused anymore.. I have no idea what to do.. I care for my boyfriend but after last night and all.. I just wonder if he ever gave a shit about me.. to me.. I don't think he did.. so I don't freaking know anymore on what to do no nothing.. He has changed so much and its so annoying.. Heck I no know one reads this.. so I am just trying to figure this out for my kids sake.. they are my everything and I would go nuts if I ever lose them

Tired of it

I am tired of a lot of things lately. Michael for one of them.. He just seems to be getting more and more of an a-hole more than anything.. He gets it off his pathetic mother though.. Maybe once me and the kids walk out of his life he will smarten up and stop being an A-hole.. I am soo freaking done with it and his attitude. Hell the only reason why I am so fed up with everything is the least he could have done was make sure the kids were out of the way while I tried to clean their room and find the smell that was coming out of there. I swear, I try to do everything for him to make him happy but sheesh he could be nice to me about everything and not be so mean and hateful.

Video Games.... and more

I think Michael is happy today.. He finally gets to hang out with his cousin which we haven't seen since Christmas day. So today Johnathon and Michael are both playing the playstation while of course I am cleaning house.. Which honestly don't bother me because they haven't seen each other in awhile ya know. I have been taking pictures of the two boys playing games.. LOL.. I will of course post them later on to facebook, if and when I get around to that.. LOL.. It is a wonderful day outside as well so I might take Kristian to the school playground later on tonight when it gets a little bit cooler out.. Or well I hope it gets a little bit cooler out.. The boys also put in one out of the three window units in the house today. Going to have to get the other two from upstairs put in soon.. Anyways that is how my past few days have been going as well.. I also kinda like having this blog spot for me to talk and write in. Its so much easier for me to work with. 

Tornado's and people

Well on March 2, 2012... We had a EF4 Tornado touch down in Pekin, IN and stayed on the ground for a total of 49 minutes. Henryville, Marysville, Chelsea, and Paynseville, IN, had all gotten hit by the same tornado. We live 3 miles from Chelsea and 10 from Henryville. Well after all this has happened, we tried to get down that night to see how bad it was and to see if my friends mother was alright. We weren't able to get down there.. We got down on Sunday the 4th, and I had taken over 100 pics alone of Henryville. 4-5 of Marysville, which is 5 miles from us.

Henryville, IN High school

The picture above is of the High School and what the tornado had done to the town. 

Marysville, IN we live 5 miles from here

The picture above is of Marysville, IN which we live 5 miles from.. I don't have any pictures of paynesville nor nabb, which is closer to my house..

But there was a total of 95 tornadoes in a 24 hour period. Well get this.. the one thing that still bugs us to the point of no return is that Michael's own mother has yet to call us to see if we are alive or anything.. Which after friday's tornadoes and all.. well she is completely dead to us.. Her own son don't want anything to do with her because she had proved to us and everyone around her that she is all about herself and no one else.. That is fine.. Our kids don't need to have anything to do with her since she is like that. My whole thing is.. what if we had gotten hit by the tornadoes, what if our house was destroyed.. she would still not have known because she had never called us.. 

Well I got a call from a family member telling us that "NOW" she is looking for our number.. well, its pretty sad that we had to post on facebook calling her out about her actions.. And now she wants to get in contact with us.. Well if she does call, I am going to reject her number(s) because she has done dug herself a hole and she can hit rock bottom from all her actions.

Love......

Been sitting here lately, trying to clean the house and all that mess, but every time I start, I keep stopping just to play with Marissa and Kristian.. These two are my main loves in my life.. Along with Michael of course.. Today has kinda been a productive day.. NOT!!!.. LOL.. I played playstation home today on michael's ps3... Found a few games that I can play.. Yeah me.. Now I am off of the game and going around to try and clean the living room up again.. lol.. Maybe just maybe.. if I can get the living room looking great for michael and all, then I can always play his ps3.. :) lol.. Didn't think I would want to play it but I sure do.. I have also been putting up pictures as well around the house.. I have a nice collage going on one of my walls and just started the next one.. Anyways I am hopping off.. Marissa is getting mad again.. When does this little girl never get mad.. lol