My 2 little loves

I am sitting here staring at my 2 little loves.. Marissa and Kristian are the two most important changes in my whole entire life that has made me one of the happiest mothers in the world.. Marissa has grown so much since her doctors appointment where she was so called "behind". She gets around crawling as much as she wants to. Loves to try standing up and tormenting me. Lately she has been screaming her little head off over anything and everything.. We been trying to figure it out, but we are to the point that we think all she wants is to be held all the time.. Kristian on the other hand loves trying to run over her with his little cars and we are still in the stage of trying to teach him to share his toys with her.. lol.. 


Michael and I have been going great.. Still love each other with our hearts.. lol.. Probably will post again tomorrow if I remember to do it.. lol..

Bored

Seems that the kids are going to get on my nerves today.. Of course what else is new.. I am still wondering when Marissa is going to get some of her teeth in.. Anyways I am going to take a nap in a few and announce a sash mini for my pageant mommies and get the sash ordered for them. :) Tomorrow is payday and I am going to talk to michael about letting me get a book ordered for my kindle. .:)

So does the counting begin or what

So I think Michael and I have chosen a date to get married.. Even though it will be a courthouse marriage we will still be married.. I think we are on agreement on who will be there at the courthouse with us.. So we are prepared for the war to start, but no matter what as long as it don't effect our kids we will not be in it. I will post a better blog later. Just wanted to speak this for now. 

Just read a touching post ever

http://www.danoah.com/2012/01/an-update-on-two-incredible-sisters-fighting-to-survive.html

I just read this today and it really touched my heart.. I know there is no one reading my blogs, which don't bother me but does bother me at the same time. I really wish if someone gets the chance to that they will read this one post and help out this family. Please...

Just tired of a lot of things

I am getting tired of a lot of things lately.. I feel like I am not loved at all by my fiance'. I do know that I am loved by my kids dearly though.. I am also very tired of getting lied to so much.. If someone says that they off a certain day and all, then when you ask them what time they are coming up, their reply is.. "working until so and so".. I mean come the heck on.. you just told me the day before that you were off and if you worked you would be going into MAJOR overtime.. I also got a new dog a few days ago though.. Well mainly he is my sons dog.. Still working on him not marking his spots in the house.. He has gotten a lot better than when we first got him.. He goes out and follows my female dog around the house to go potty and everything.. Yes my female is in heat, but she won't let Herc on her at all.. So not having to worry about puppies here.. lol..We are currently waiting on taxes to come in.. We are going out and getting a new tv and entertainment center. Even though our room is small I am going to find a way to put the one we have now into our bedroom.. LOL..

Moved & Living on our own

It is kind of a great feeling living kind of on our own. Even though my parents are paying the rent on the house we are living in (it is their house that they are still finishing to buy all the way). It is also wonderful that we NO longer have to deal with drama everyday and dealing with arguments over the most stupidest things ever. Even though I have to cook everyday late at night for Michael to eat when he gets home from work. It is a wonderful feeling to have our alone time with both of the babies asleep and in bed. Even while he is at work, it gets lonely here with no one to talk to, but I like being able to spend time with Marissa & Kristian.