SO much stress

So I have been stressed out the past few weeks.. 1st Michael loses our car keys and then we have to get new ones.. which put us behind on bills.. think we get in the clear and then our belt and radiator goes out in the car.  Plus Michael's cousin has moved in with us and he is starting to get on my nerves as well.. Can't wait until he gets a job so I don't have to see him so much like I have to at this point in time.. At least he is better then the last roommate..

Update

I haven't been on in awhile.. So I will update later on when I get the chance to

Soo confused

I am so confused anymore.. I have no idea what to do.. I care for my boyfriend but after last night and all.. I just wonder if he ever gave a shit about me.. to me.. I don't think he did.. so I don't freaking know anymore on what to do no nothing.. He has changed so much and its so annoying.. Heck I no know one reads this.. so I am just trying to figure this out for my kids sake.. they are my everything and I would go nuts if I ever lose them

Tired of it

I am tired of a lot of things lately. Michael for one of them.. He just seems to be getting more and more of an a-hole more than anything.. He gets it off his pathetic mother though.. Maybe once me and the kids walk out of his life he will smarten up and stop being an A-hole.. I am soo freaking done with it and his attitude. Hell the only reason why I am so fed up with everything is the least he could have done was make sure the kids were out of the way while I tried to clean their room and find the smell that was coming out of there. I swear, I try to do everything for him to make him happy but sheesh he could be nice to me about everything and not be so mean and hateful.

Video Games.... and more

I think Michael is happy today.. He finally gets to hang out with his cousin which we haven't seen since Christmas day. So today Johnathon and Michael are both playing the playstation while of course I am cleaning house.. Which honestly don't bother me because they haven't seen each other in awhile ya know. I have been taking pictures of the two boys playing games.. LOL.. I will of course post them later on to facebook, if and when I get around to that.. LOL.. It is a wonderful day outside as well so I might take Kristian to the school playground later on tonight when it gets a little bit cooler out.. Or well I hope it gets a little bit cooler out.. The boys also put in one out of the three window units in the house today. Going to have to get the other two from upstairs put in soon.. Anyways that is how my past few days have been going as well.. I also kinda like having this blog spot for me to talk and write in. Its so much easier for me to work with. 

Tornado's and people

Well on March 2, 2012... We had a EF4 Tornado touch down in Pekin, IN and stayed on the ground for a total of 49 minutes. Henryville, Marysville, Chelsea, and Paynseville, IN, had all gotten hit by the same tornado. We live 3 miles from Chelsea and 10 from Henryville. Well after all this has happened, we tried to get down that night to see how bad it was and to see if my friends mother was alright. We weren't able to get down there.. We got down on Sunday the 4th, and I had taken over 100 pics alone of Henryville. 4-5 of Marysville, which is 5 miles from us.

Henryville, IN High school

The picture above is of the High School and what the tornado had done to the town. 

Marysville, IN we live 5 miles from here

The picture above is of Marysville, IN which we live 5 miles from.. I don't have any pictures of paynesville nor nabb, which is closer to my house..

But there was a total of 95 tornadoes in a 24 hour period. Well get this.. the one thing that still bugs us to the point of no return is that Michael's own mother has yet to call us to see if we are alive or anything.. Which after friday's tornadoes and all.. well she is completely dead to us.. Her own son don't want anything to do with her because she had proved to us and everyone around her that she is all about herself and no one else.. That is fine.. Our kids don't need to have anything to do with her since she is like that. My whole thing is.. what if we had gotten hit by the tornadoes, what if our house was destroyed.. she would still not have known because she had never called us.. 

Well I got a call from a family member telling us that "NOW" she is looking for our number.. well, its pretty sad that we had to post on facebook calling her out about her actions.. And now she wants to get in contact with us.. Well if she does call, I am going to reject her number(s) because she has done dug herself a hole and she can hit rock bottom from all her actions.

Love......

Been sitting here lately, trying to clean the house and all that mess, but every time I start, I keep stopping just to play with Marissa and Kristian.. These two are my main loves in my life.. Along with Michael of course.. Today has kinda been a productive day.. NOT!!!.. LOL.. I played playstation home today on michael's ps3... Found a few games that I can play.. Yeah me.. Now I am off of the game and going around to try and clean the living room up again.. lol.. Maybe just maybe.. if I can get the living room looking great for michael and all, then I can always play his ps3.. :) lol.. Didn't think I would want to play it but I sure do.. I have also been putting up pictures as well around the house.. I have a nice collage going on one of my walls and just started the next one.. Anyways I am hopping off.. Marissa is getting mad again.. When does this little girl never get mad.. lol

My 2 little loves

I am sitting here staring at my 2 little loves.. Marissa and Kristian are the two most important changes in my whole entire life that has made me one of the happiest mothers in the world.. Marissa has grown so much since her doctors appointment where she was so called "behind". She gets around crawling as much as she wants to. Loves to try standing up and tormenting me. Lately she has been screaming her little head off over anything and everything.. We been trying to figure it out, but we are to the point that we think all she wants is to be held all the time.. Kristian on the other hand loves trying to run over her with his little cars and we are still in the stage of trying to teach him to share his toys with her.. lol.. 


Michael and I have been going great.. Still love each other with our hearts.. lol.. Probably will post again tomorrow if I remember to do it.. lol..

Bored

Seems that the kids are going to get on my nerves today.. Of course what else is new.. I am still wondering when Marissa is going to get some of her teeth in.. Anyways I am going to take a nap in a few and announce a sash mini for my pageant mommies and get the sash ordered for them. :) Tomorrow is payday and I am going to talk to michael about letting me get a book ordered for my kindle. .:)

So does the counting begin or what

So I think Michael and I have chosen a date to get married.. Even though it will be a courthouse marriage we will still be married.. I think we are on agreement on who will be there at the courthouse with us.. So we are prepared for the war to start, but no matter what as long as it don't effect our kids we will not be in it. I will post a better blog later. Just wanted to speak this for now. 

Just read a touching post ever

http://www.danoah.com/2012/01/an-update-on-two-incredible-sisters-fighting-to-survive.html

I just read this today and it really touched my heart.. I know there is no one reading my blogs, which don't bother me but does bother me at the same time. I really wish if someone gets the chance to that they will read this one post and help out this family. Please...

Just tired of a lot of things

I am getting tired of a lot of things lately.. I feel like I am not loved at all by my fiance'. I do know that I am loved by my kids dearly though.. I am also very tired of getting lied to so much.. If someone says that they off a certain day and all, then when you ask them what time they are coming up, their reply is.. "working until so and so".. I mean come the heck on.. you just told me the day before that you were off and if you worked you would be going into MAJOR overtime.. I also got a new dog a few days ago though.. Well mainly he is my sons dog.. Still working on him not marking his spots in the house.. He has gotten a lot better than when we first got him.. He goes out and follows my female dog around the house to go potty and everything.. Yes my female is in heat, but she won't let Herc on her at all.. So not having to worry about puppies here.. lol..We are currently waiting on taxes to come in.. We are going out and getting a new tv and entertainment center. Even though our room is small I am going to find a way to put the one we have now into our bedroom.. LOL..